Lucky to be in Love?!?!?!

It has been a hell of a year for me and I've been through everything. Lately I've been back and forth about being in a relationship that's nearly a decade in the making. And I came to one long conclusion watching a friend of mine enjoy her success with her better half. Sometimes we don't want to be in love but we really are only lucky when we are in love.

My better half, well I've taken him for granted for a while now. Thinking he was cool with taking the back road to everything else I was doing and showing up for all my events. I give him a hard time about everything from girls on his sidekick to where he eats with his boys and he still manages to deal with it. I learned that there is only one person in this world who is going to be able to deal with everything you do, and that is indeed the person for you. At the end of the day no amount of money, no purse, damn not even a car can take the place of the person you love understanding and knowing you.

So let this be a written in stone type of thing to the man I love & a quick thanks because I never really tell him how much I appreciate him: Papa, I am really blessed to have you in my life. We've dealt with the ups and the downs but the most support behind me comes from you. You never ask much of me while I ask the world of you. Let's grow old watching SVU and arguing together. I love you for being my best friend, my lover, my rock, and my future you mean the world to me!!